Author Archives: Through the Heart

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A Letter to Rosary

Category : Stories

Say goodbye to our little angel

Name: Maria-Rosary Nguyen

Dated: Aug 14, 2020 (just 18w5d )

Our baby, our little angel, you come here very lightly and quietly, then you have gone very quickly. It is really sad and big suffering for all of your loved ones.

We don’t understand the reason why, and we always wonder why God did work like that? Because we believed that you had been here with us as a special gift from him.

We love you before we know you, our baby.

We don’t know what we will do to get over this now, except to keep trusting in God faithfully.

There were a lot of tears and prayers. Only hope that you shall be healthier and happier in the new world.

Be safe by God and Virgin Mary, and by the Holy Spirit.

Good sleep in heaven – God bless you, our little baby.

We always love you so much.

Your dad and mom,
Vincent Nguyen & Duyen Bui
New Mexico


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Tiana’s Story

Category : Stories

My name is Tiana Jordan and this is my story: On May 12, 2020 I went to the Emergency Room because for the last week I had noticed that my legs, feet, and thighs would swell every single day and I wanted to know what was happening to me. When I got back to a room my blood pressure was taken, it was well into the 200s/110 which was at stroke level.

After a while I was told to provide a urine sample and of course a blood sample. A few minutes later the RN comes in and tells me that I am 23 weeks pregnant! I was looking like there is no way and are you sure you have the right room, sure enough I was pregnant. The shock came because I deal with Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome (PCOS) and was always told that I may or may not be able to have children and was prescribed progesterone to regulate my cycle and hormones.

So at this point the hospital would not release me and was trying to figure out ways to get my blood pressure down. While I waited I called my boyfriend and told him about the baby, he thought I was joking but I assured him there was a baby and I had literally been pregnant for five months and had no idea. I was eventually transferred to Vanderbilt University Medical Center for monitoring. That same day I was given an ultrasound and found out I was having a boy, myself and my family were elated. The doctors informed me early on that they were trying to determine if I had chronic hypertension before pregnancy or if I was dealing with pre-eclampsia and how that would affect the baby and myself.

Eventually my blood pressure and swelling began to fluctuate and I was given medication to try to balance it, but the hospital wanted to monitor me. Everyday the nurses would monitor the baby’s heartbeat, he would always be in the same spot and maintained a good strong heartbeat. I had been in the hospital a week already and was just ready to be out of there and get back to normal life and begin planning for the baby.

Fast forward to May 21, 2020 the nurse checked the baby’s heartbeat about 2:45pm and I noticed that it had dropped some but I figured he was just moving around. Around 10pm that same day the nurse came to check the baby’s heartbeat and couldn’t find one, she called in another nurse and she couldn’t find one either. On-call doctors were called in and brought in the ultrasound – it was then I was told that the baby had passed away. I was absolutely devastated and began crying uncontrollably. I calmed down enough to call my mom who called my boyfriend and he immediately showed up and stayed with me throughout the delivery of our baby who was born on May 23, 2020.

My boyfriend has been the most amazing and supportive man I have ever met. The nursing staff allowed us much time to spend with our son and even though he wasn’t alive those moments meant everything to me. We named him Kevin Maurice Sanders Jr and I view him as my angel. This is still very fresh and hard to deal with but I know that being allowed to be his mom for that short amount of time was not in vain. Once I am to a point where I can talk about it out loud I want to be a support for those dealing with pregnancy loss….this is my story!

-Tiana Jordan
Clarksville, TN


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Category : Fundraisers

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Angelica’s Story

Category : Stories

A letter to our little Angel Baez

Dear Angel,

This has been a very emotional month for me. Since I got pregnant with you, my first little one in March 2020, when I found out that you exist I did not know if I had to cry or smile. I was scared and stressed out with my job and the situation with COVID-19. I was so happy that I want everyone to know about your existence. Some family and friends were happy, for others it was not a big deal.

When I confirmed with a doctor that you were really there, I was double happy, but an ultrasound couldn’t being done because of coronavirus. Later that week I start feeling that things are not going according to the plan because I started bleeding. I called my doctor, she always gave me hope that it was normal and everything will be OKAY. I kept calling her because the bleeding started to increase and my only option was go to the emergency room.

I saw in you in my dreams the day I was losing you. You were saying goodbye to me, you were beautiful but you weren’t smiling. I wake up crying and when I went to the bathroom I felt something came out from my vagina and I ask your Daddy to take me to the hospital. When they did the ultrasound the nurse never spoke and gave me a hot blanket, that confirmed for me that you left early in your life. The doctor sent me home because it was too risky being in the emergency because of the coronavirus, and maybe in two weeks I can come back to see if you were still there or not.

That night I slept alone, and you father was suffering on the sofa while he hears me crying. His heart cried because the pain of losing you was killing us while my body was removing you from me.

I really miss seeing you growing in my belly, but God knows why he allows this to occur and he always has better plans for his children. In all this pain I have been able to learn and be more grateful with life, with God and everything I have. To think that you my angel left and I could not give you the world, but you now have something greater which is heaven, you will be waiting for me there and I will meet you some day.

Meanwhile I must be happy because I know you wanted that from me. Yes of course I have a lot of pain and I had the desire to abandon everything. But if I stop dreaming, if I stop trying, that month and some weeks that I lasted with you in my womb and the happiness that it gave me while I had your great soul inside me is useless if I abandon myself in sadness and loneliness. I had learned so much more in these days of suffering than those days in the past I had stopped living.

I am glad that I found some great human beings who support me in the middle of this crisis. Your Daddy cried with me and supports me all time, some family doctors helped me (those I can mention are Dayissell, Maura and Joan) and some family and great friends.

Some people do not seem to understand how it feels for me to lose you. It’s almost like it never happened for them, and people just expect you to move on with life and try again. But I believe in this: “Don’t give up. I believe in you all. A person is a person, no matter how small” ~ Dr. Seuss

May God bless you my Angel hope to see you in the sky when my time is come.

-Angelica Baez
Whitehall, PA


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Maggie’s Story

Category : Stories

My story is I was pregnant with twin girls whose names were Delany and Willow. This was my first pregnancy and when I became pregnant I was so happy and then when I found out it was twin girls I was even more in shock. My boyfriend (who is now my ex) was so happy because these were his first.

At 14 weeks was having some pain and went to the ER. They said I was in the process of losing one of twins but the other one was still there. But, when I went to my doctor appointment I found out I miscarried both of the girls. That was in Sept. 2019 that I found out.

This month Feb. 2020 I would have been 7 months and I would be due in April 2020. How do I more on when I think about the girls all time and what could have been. What’s hard is that I didn’t even bleed my doctor said that my body soaked them up. Just wanted to share my story because I feel like no one gets what I am going through.

-Maggie
Westerville, OH


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Category : News

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Baby Nathaniel 2-Love Mom & Dad T.
Baby Angela 2007- Love Mom & Dad T.
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Baby April H
Baby August H
Jase Glynn,11/17/2015, Born Still
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Baby Halke 2018
Brooklyn 01/04/18 love mom & dad.
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Baby Bliss 10/14/18
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Sean Anthony Kelly
Forever in our hearts!
Riley Joseph 05.11.2007
Our sweetest little Rose
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Baby Kennedy, We love you! 9/23/18
Ethan Christopher Schenck 3/8/18
NMH 11/12 INC 12/16 GMH 11/26
Henry Noah Harter 9-14-18
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