My name is Nyana Rice. I was so excited when I found out I was expecting again. I already have a 3 year old daughter and I was hoping and praying for another baby girl. Unfortunately the day I went to find out if I was having a baby girl or boy I was told some bad news. When the ultrasound started and she told me I was having a girl I was so excited, I just couldn’t wait to tell my family. My world came crashing down when the doctor told me my baby would never make it full term, and if she did she would only live a few hours or a couple days. I had to make the most hardest decision of my life. To this day my heart is shattered. I was 5 months pregnant when I lost my baby girl Madelyn Rose. Not a day goes by that I don’t think of her, or think of all the what ifs.