Every once in a while I think of what could have been.
I think about what our life would be like if we had a 4 1/2 year old right now. Our first baby was due Dec 2013, that seems so long ago now. I wonder what our baby would have been like.
Would we have a little boy or girl?
What would they be interested in?
Would they enjoy our camping trips?
Would they be playing sports?
Would our weekends be filled with soccer fields/baseball diamonds/hockey rinks?
How would they get along with our pup?
Our life would be so different as our child would most likely be going to kindergarten this fall.
Life would be so different if our little one was older than she is now.
If all our pregnancies resulted in children here on earth we would have a 20 month, a 3, 3, 4, and a 4 1/2 year old child.
As as much as I think about this I am so thankful for my daughter and I wouldn’t change any of this if it meant I didn’t have her.