Last month we went through another milestone in our loss journey. It was the due date of our 7th loss.
At first I didn’t think it would bother me so much, but it still did. It’s been over 6 1/2 years since our first lost and every loss still hurts just as much.
This month as we remember all of the babies who have passed on before we got to hold them, I also think about how lucky I am to have our daughter here with us. She is our little miracle. When I look at her I remember the joy and pride I felt the first time I held her in my arms.
One day we will get to do that again. We will have another child. We will remain hopeful.